Queen's Diary - A View Within

The ups and downs, joys and pains of this young, working, single mother, student and any other person I have to be on a given day.

5/03/2005

Mothers day

Mothers Day is approaching quickly and I need to show my love and appraciation to the mothers and mothers-to-be in my life. So many women have influenced me to be the mother I am today and I always want them to know how affected I am by thier love and support. Happy Mommy's Day to all! SpecialK: You are one of the strongest, most intelligent, and loving Mommies I know. Your boys know this. No matter what happens, NOBODY knows how good you are better than those boys. When they grow up they will know who was there and who was not. And they will always cherish you. Your struggle now will indeed payoff later. MyVicarious Mommy-to-be: Stop worring. You are going to be wonderful. You little girl will be strong and healthy, and your family will be blessed. Everything that is supposed to happen is going to. You will not have to worry for anything. Enjoy all the moments Mommy-hood is going to bring you. BlackSheep: Cuz, no matter what ever happens, we all love you. Don't think we don't. And we know you love your daughter. You don't always recognize how what you do affectes her. Until you are willing to face your own demons, you can't begin to heal from them. Face them, cuz, don't pass them on like your mom did. Break the cycle. You don't want to see your daughter go through the things you did growing up. You are stronger than you think. You Can do this! Twin Tower: Girl! I admire you so much. Your son is so strong, intelligent, and well rounded; all the things I hope to raise my boy to be. You truly are one of the greats and it shows in your offspring. Keep doing what you are doing. He is going to love and respect you even more for it when he becomes the man you are raising him to be. Stace: Cuz, I love you so much. You don't know how much you have influenced me and how I raise my boy. You raised those two girls to be beautiful, articulate, gifted young women. You persevered through thick and thin. Worked double shifts more time that I can ever try to count. And that taught me to make ANY sacrifice to give my baby everything I want for him. Your girls will pick that up from you if nothing else ever. You are the strenght that I draw from when I can't see the light. I love you! My AtlSurrogate: You came out of nowhere and I know only God Himself drew me to you. You stepped up right on time, when I needed exactly what only you could provide me. Your enlightenment has seen me through some rough days. Thank you for being exactly who you are. Twin: What can I say?...lol You are raising such a delightfully bright little man...words just escape me. To be in his presence is a pure joy. Your Mom and Peaches reflect through you and their influnce lives on through you within Little D. He is growing up to be all the little man you want him to be and then some. MamaTwin: Just being Twin's mama, alone makes you special to me. Thank you for raising her to be the wonderful, intelligent, almost well rounded(LOL) woman she is. I thank you for her...my life would not be the same without her. GiGi: Ilove you so much. I don't tell you that enough. I have to make you more of a priority in my life and I plan to do that. I don't want to take your presence here on this Earth for granted because I know that my time with you is limited. I think I expect you to just live on forever, but I know that is not possible. I appreciate everything you ever did for me. And so does everyone else, even BlackSheep. She loves you, no matter how she acts. She can't help it. But you did your best. Don't feel to blame. You have been all you can to all of us, and we will always love you for that. Gramma: Even from above, I know that you are with me, every single day of my life. I am trying to live up to evenything you would have wanted me to be. I am trying to raise my baby boy to be all you would've expected in your first great-grandson. I am doing my best to take care of Mommy as you would want me to. I miss you everyday, and there are so many times I wish I could turn to you and just be near you. But I know you are near to my heart and my spirit and that you still guide when I need. I hope I dont disappoint you. BabyMama: Who da hell woulda predicted out relationship?! Two women with kids by the same man, usually dont make for a good friendship. And equally despising that man will foreer keep us bonded..LMAO But we have become more than just friends...you forever be my BabyMama. You are raising my boy to better a better man than if his sperm donor was in his life. Trust me, you do not need his influence on him. Between you and your family, he will be just fine. The oher boys are better off because they dont have to worry about hearing from him. I know you think the sperm donors influence would be better than none at all; it wouldn't, I promise you. Take my boy, go to Cali and give him everything; all the stability he needs and deserves. Hey, since your out there, maybe we can finally try to get in touch with the other two. I love you girl and we will always be fam. Our boys need and deserve each other. Mama: There is no better Mommy on this Earth than you. You have made me the woman I am today. Your love and support and encouragement had held me down on my lowest days. When I was weak, you reminded me why I am indeed strong. I have learned from your mistakes as you have wanted me to. I see you in me and I laugh because I always said "I'm not gonna be like you when I grow up" But I am, and I wouldn't want it any other way. You always say I am just like Gramma and I am more than proud because to be like Gramma is to be like you too. I love you Mommy.

2 Comments:

  • At 11:56 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    all i can say is damn...i see such a strong mommy in you. and i am sure your gramma is gleaming with pride as she watches over you. i know that when i have seen you and the little man, i see a very strong mommy raising her little man, to be a strong black man.

    keep up the great work....

    furious.styles

     
  • At 12:03 PM, Blogger Shirazi said…

    nice post on mothers' day.

     

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